Thursday, November 5, 2009

Perugia: Before


(1/11/09)

From that morning:

I hit my alarm for 50 minutes this morning. I knew that I would which is why I set the first one so early. In the mornings I never want to get up but I'll get to this moment where I'm suddenly very awake and aware of the fact that I have to get up now. The thing is, I don't know when it comes so I have to give myself ample snooze room.

When I finally drug my hungover ass out of bed it was 6:47.


"My train leaves in an hour and 8 minutes. Fuck!"


I then proceed to look up the weather, do my hair, get ready, pack my purse for the day, take the metro to Termini, but a one way ticket to Perugia and hop on a train. I decided to worry about my return ticket when I got there. I'm not sure how late I want to stay because I don't know how much I will like "the sexiest city in the world." (I mean, I know I'll like it but will I love it so much that I want every last minute I can get or will until sundown suffice?) Also I just like the thought of buying one way tickets. It makes me feel a little cavalier to catch the train with no guaranteed return in hand...even though I'm only going 2 and 1/2 hours away.


So here I sit zipping through the Tuscan countryside...and this is all before most of you (Italy included) got out of bed this morning. What's up jump start? This train is cleaner and much roomier than the others I've taken I assume it's because it's only a day train. Nonetheless, I like them all. Catching the train is my favorite.


I cannot imagine how I'll ever leave this.


Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Random thoughts at Vittorio Emanuele


From 30/10/09

Found the Chinese district today-THAT was entertaining. Yes Roma has a Chinatown. I was just a surprised as you are. I think it's hilarious that the windows on the ground floors of these gorgeous Italian style buildings are covered in Chinese script. The air actually smells faintly of Chinese food. I realized that while sitting in a large open park. It's made me hungry. The stores in this area all look the same and I don't want to shop in any of them. They all look like the cheap nasty stores at the cheap nasty malls in little cheap nasty towns. Everything is white with florescent lighting. The signs are hand written. The products are shit and are being sold next door as well. I don't get it. Moving on.


The air is cool but the sun feels warm. I chose a bench in the sunlight because I refused to wear my boots today. Flipflops were calling my name seeing as how I will be retiring them soon. I'm a little chilly when a cloud passes but that's about it. I'm sticking by my choice.


I also purposefully chose a bench that was broken on one side when I took my place. I don't want anyone sitting next to me - and they will; they always do. Apparently the sleazy Italian men have a radar to track down girls who are alone. They then make it their life goal to...well, I don't know what their goal is but I'm not sticking around to find out. They annoy the hell out of me. I'm at the point that I might punch the next guy that leans in my personal space and delivers some cheap italian line that I don't actually understand but can figure out the gist of by his tone and facial expression. I wear sunglasses alot; that seems to make it better. I mean, don't get me wrong, what girl doesn't like a compliment? It's just different. It's not sweet or genuine or respectful. It's sleazy and the constant presence of it leaves a sense of violation. I don't know, maybe there are girls who enjoy it. (None that I know.) If I was here for something that involved their help then I would probably tolerate it more but honestly I'm here for so many other reasons and, for one of the first times in my life, genuinely just want to be left the hell alone.


It just takes a little planning ahead...today I am safe behind my book and sunglasses on my broken bench. Oh! And I recently learned that Italians thinks that Americans are the easiest girls to get into bed.

Not this time...move along creeper!



Monday, November 2, 2009

Via Merulana


Ok...so I'm a little behind in my posting. I keep this wonderful journal with me that I write in when I'm out but then I don't remember to type them into blog form. (Sidenote: I have formed a crippling addiction to Moleskine, starting with my city guide. It has only progressed from there. I swear by them and always always have at least one in my possession at all times. No even joking.) There have been a lot of fun little happenings from the past month but I'm afraid that if I try to work on those now, I'll just stay behind. Solution-if I think of some things later I'll add them in, but otherwise we'll just keep chugging along with what I have as of late.



From Oct 29th:


Went to my favorite street in Rome today. It's near where I live which is convenient. It's my favorite (so far) because of how beautiful it is. There are no decent shops along this street. I think it's because they know business would be terrible since no one in their right mind would leave to walk inside. Standing at the beginning, Via Merulana stretches out in a careful downhill slope before arching back up. I like the end of the first half and when the road starts creeping uphill the best. The entire walk is lined with trees. They have white trunks and branches. Always a favorite of mine. Green foliage is left where the arms meet each others. The tips are bare. I love this because it means you see more of the white. There are several churches. One has a large concrete staircase leading to its second story entrance. Another always has a small gathering of nuns in the front courtyard. The architecture and colors of the buildings are a beautiful sampling of classic Italy. They are lovely and grand and old. They are also mixed in with a couple of old ruins. It's Rome, what did you expect? All in all, it's a perfect mixture. The little details, like the smattering of graffiti on the street levels of the ruins and the small gardens spilling over from the windows on the higher floors and the same gypsies that prostrate themselves in front of you as you walk by, just push this street over the top.


Merulana is also dotted with several outdoor coffee shops. I make it a point to never go to the same one twice...until they run out, that is.


I finally pick out a cafe. They have red, green, and yellow thick table clothes covering the seating outside. I choose a green one because it's in the sun and green is my favorite. The warmth of the cappuccino combined with the sunshine wraps me up better than any blanket. It's perfect. I pull out my book and take a minute to enjoy the moment. I know I'll be here for a while today because I love it and I can. I also love the book I'm reading right now: The Last Lecture. Most people have heard of it or watched the lecture. It's one of those books you know you'll read more than once.


I had the strangest dream last night. It started after I got the girls up. It was the kind of dream that keeps going even though you wake up over and over. I dreamed that I had gone home for Christmas. One of my friends, I don't remember who, had done something, I have no idea what, and we were arrested. When we were finally able to sneak out a few days later I checked my emails from British Airways. I had missed my flight back to Italy. I tried everything but couldn't get a flight. I just kept thinking that I wouldn't get to finish what I needed to do here. I wouldn't get to learn everything I needed to learn.


I woke myself up crying. Seriously, bawling. I cannot explain my relief when I opened my eyes and I was in my room in Rome. I'm exactly where I want and need to be and I am so happy.